Pushing through for the most part but wow was it hard to get up and going just to be “on” all day when all I wanted to be was “off” and isolate for a bit. Just hurting, I can’t fix it, I just have to move through it but it still sucks.
PS. I think this would be easier if I wasn’t trying to come down off of Abilify (w/dr permission) as it’s not helping. I’m just pissy, frustrated, annoyed and generally just a more bitter and jaded version of myself. Lately my feelings are prickly outside and sad inward. So much sad.
This is not how or who I want to be. I made improvements and now I just feel they are lost.
